Dear all those who still look at this blog (gooo mindy!!)

Tomorrow is Yud Alef Nissan, 2 weeks in school we prepared ourselves for this day- listened to niggunim (oh yeah those crackly voices :), learned Sichos, Mivtzoyim etc..

It's funny to reach this day- after all preps and then your like- nu.. what do i do now? like, i knew how to prepare myself but what do i do when we finally reached it.

Yud Alef Nissan is a day to strengthen our Hiskashrus to the Rebbe, we know that Hiskashrus can be through different ways (and everybody has there way that "clicks" with them)
But the Rebbe told us 3 specific ways
to be Mikushar- through מחשבה, דיבור ומעשה
מחשבה- Niggunim
דיבור- Learning the Rebbe Sichos and Maamrim
מעשה- doing the Rebbe Hora'os.

before going fwd, we first have to make sure we understand the beginning- why was the world created? Hashem wanted to have a Dira Bitachtonim- a place where Godliness is on earth!
Why were we created? because we are those ppl who Hashem chose and put us on a mission to accomplish His goal of making this world Godly!
if your comfortable with that ;) - lets go fwd- if our whole mission is to make this world "Heaven on Earth" (which will happen when Moshiach come- thats the definition of Moshiach)- so the whole purpose is Moshiach- and everything that we do has to lead to that direction!! which means- that wtvr comes your way- you have to have the mindset-how is this going to help me to achieve my goal- or OUR goal as the Jewish nation having this great mission that Hashem gave us??
now- lets just remember that were humans and its VERY hard to live like that, cuz Hashem wanted it to be truly Emes, and he gave us a "Guf" which wants totally opposite- and Hashem wants us to realize that and pick GOOD. ("Stronger is the light that comes from darkness")

and its a HUGE struggle, and hard to keep focus- extremly hard, living in this world where we as Humans cant feel it- till we tap into it. (for 10th graders- we want it Hot, Fresh and NOW, lol)

thats where a Rebbe comes in, the Rebbe is a "godly person on earth", he is always focused- always seeing the goal in mind- and he helps us stick to that goal- by giving us sichos, niggunim, doing mivtzoyim- the Rebbe gave us these "presents" to connect to him- so we can tap into that VERY focused way of life.

take this day and take upon yourself a Hochlota on "getting fwds" - dont waste your time- its precious- and most important- remember we HAVE a goal in life- now find yourself in it and achieve it!!! and remember you have the kochos to do it- for thats why you were created!!

p.s.- when i was writing this, i was writing it also to myself- dont think that im there, for if i were there i wouldnt be here (haha it rhymed) no, but really what im trying to say is- that we all have this struggle - but we have to make sure to recognize it- cuz we have a purpose in the world!!

i love ya guys!! miss you here alot, on this side of the globe, but yeah- Israel is Awesom, and just being with family is amazing!! enjoy your pesach!
Naomi